I smiled. I walked that path long ago.A journey full of doubt and inner turmoil.A challenge brought by my own foolhardiness.I didn't believe it to be so.I could never believe it to be so.I smiled at it.Laughed at it.It laughed at me.I pretended not to notice.But I did.I walked that path.I looked forward,down the lane.I saw nothing.I saw myself.But did I care?Did I understand?No.I just looked away.Looked down.Scratching at my feet.Searching for something.For what?I don't know.Just...something.Something to stop the pain.Something to bring happiness.Did I find it?No.So I started to crawl.Eyes closed,hands clasped.Begging for light.Beggin